Buang sial

Something happened at appraisal. Apparently I am:-
1) Not giving positive influence to colleagues
2) Not a team player
3) Do not respect other people
4) Do not have good communication with other departments
5) Proud

-____-"

I gotta admit that i am somewhat more reserved past few months at workplace due to some 'force at work' but the above statements....

So,

This morning i wrote an email to CEO requesting for audience with him
He'll see me sometime next week
Now i'm in limbo
It's gonna be a terribly long weekend ahead

Happy New Year everyone. it can NOT be any worse an ending from here on right? that's why sometimes I like shitty endings. New seasons always open with episode ones filled with bright hopes and renewed faiths. Friends, Scrubs, Desperate Housewives...

Gah. i'll be preparing a basin of lime water for next monday for the new year. To 'buang sial'.